Are You?

:) Hey you. 


:( Yea?


:) Are you tired?


:( Define tired.


:) That moment when you feel like you're about to throw up because everything went wrong. Are you? Tired?






:( Well yea, i guess i am tired.

Current Favorite Song

I never meant to be the one to let you down

If anything, I thought I saw myself going first

I didn't know how to stick around

How to see anybody but me be getting hurt

I keep remembering the summer night

And the conversation breaking up the mood

I didn't want to tell you you were right

Like the season changing, oh, I felt it too

Does anybody know how to hold my heart

How to hold my heart?

'Cause I don't want to let go, let go, let go too soon

I want to tell you so before the sun goes dark

How to hold my heart

'Cause I don't want to let go, let go, let go of you

I'm not the kind to try to tell you lies

But the truth is you've been hiding from it too

I see the end sneaking in behind your eyes

Saying things no words could ever do

Does anybody know how to hold my heart

How to hold my heart?

'Cause I don't want to let go, let go, let go too soon

I want to tell you so before the sun goes dark

How to hold my heart

'Cause I don't want to let go, let go, let go of you

Is anybody listening?

'Cause I'm crying

Is anybody listening?

Does anybody know how to hold my heart

How to hold my heart?

'Cause I don't want to let go, let go, let go too soon

I want to tell you so before the sun goes dark

How to hold my heart

'Cause I don't want to let go, let go, let go of you

question.

So tell me....
when is the best time to give up?


Is it when everything falling apart and you can't stand the pain?


Or is it when you can't show them the pain because u got numb already?




Tell me.
I need to know.




I really need to know.

071007 - 071011

I hate it when you play those video games for hours

I hate it when you sleep like a dead man and not answering my call

I hate it when you force me to eat so many vegetables

I hate the fact that you study not that much but you can still afford that good grades at school

I hate it when you are being so insensitive

I hate it when you straighten my grammar

I hate it when u say “terserah” every time I ask you where to eat

I hate your stupid smile every time your opinion wins over mine

I hate it when u mock me for the fact that I know so many Indonesian songs

I hate that everytime I ask you do I look like I’ve gained some weights you’ll wrinkle your forehead just to tease me

                                                           


Yet……..

I love the fact that u are really smart that I called u my walking google

I love that u never need to study hard so that u are always around even during the exam’s week

I love that you are trying so hard for me not to get sick, in your own way

I love the fact that u don’t know any Indonesian songs that you’ll replace the lyric into some stupid words 

I love that your insensitivity become my strength every time i think too much about other's opinion 

I love the way u cant even lie to me, the fact that you tell me everything. Every single thing

I love that you have such a warm family, just like you

I love that you are not even close to be a romantic boyfriend, so that every time my birthday come, u’ll ask what I want instead of looking for some random present that I might dislike

But most of all…..

I love that u teach me not to be a good girlfriend… but to be able to love you with the way I am.

Adrianto Prasetyo Perbowo, I Love You.

Happy 4^th anniversary .